lyrics
[Intro]
I don't want to feel again
So I light myself on fire
Let me be the butterfly / who dies as a shooting star
Let me be the fly / who's a deciding factor in a war
How something so small / can shine so bright
What kind of sense lies in this light
I am small but there / I am small but there
I am small but there / The apocalypse is me
And I feel too much / just feel so goddamn much
And I feel too much / just feel so fucking much
[Chorus]
I don't want to feel again
So I light myself on fire
It makes sense to me, I'm not insane
Becoming a sun, I'm the pyre
Getting bright, burning out, burning you, burning you
I'm sorry you should have known, should have known, should have known
Im not getting smaller just for you, just for you
I'd rather explode than to die silent, die silent, die for you
Can't you see the wings are broken, are fallen, it's sudden,
The fiercest point of the sun is sullen to you
Remember the rage you've undone, I'm the gun, your poison
Echoing blasts of silence, I'm all that for you
[Chorus]
I don't want to feel again
So I light myself on fire
It makes sense to me, I'm not insane
Becoming a sun, I'm the pyre
I don't want to feel again
So I light myself on fire
It makes sense to me, I'm not insane
Becoming a sun, I'm the pyre
I am small but there / I am small but there
I am small but there / The apocalypse is me
And I feel too much / just feel so goddamn much
And I feel too much / just feel so fucking much
[Chorus]
I don't want to feel again
So I light myself on fire
It makes sense to me, I'm not insane
Becoming a sun, I'm the pyre
I don't want to feel again
So I light myself on fire
It makes sense to me, I'm not insane
Becoming a sun, I'm the pyre
credits
from
Zersplitterung,
released October 29, 2023
Composing & Lyrics: Henrike Wolke & Déhà
Mixing & Master: Déhà
license